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so close, yet so far
What I would do to be there with you.
Monday, October 26, 2009

(EDITED./)
Tommorrow is the last day of school . Woohoo!
I got back my results and I have not comments.
Because I fail only MATHS.
ONLY 30 %
I never pass that damn subject .
CA also pull me down.
Paper so hard , paper material soft la. /
Ms Wong is one of the best and " rich " teacher and yet I can get only 30% . ):
WALAU EH , THEN THE MR ONG COME OUT AND SUAN AND LAUGH AT ME .
From there , damn paiseh sia.
I dunno how to study and I have great difficulty apprehending the concepts etc . HAHAS
Wuttodo?
All the subjects I did very well , manczxczx.
So what?
But maths fail all the PURE SCIENCES ALSO CANNOT GO ;X
AWWW...
Mr Franks Ng laff at me at DT workshop
Mr Ngian , although I am not very familiar with him , he suddenly stop me along the staircase after I had gotten back my report book and asked me about my results , I thought he's gonna laugh at me again for my UNLUCKINESS. But he stop me and said some chim words and said my result was not bad and I do not need to feel so bad.


BIG IMPROVEMENT (:
I WAS SHOCKED (:


& &

TOMORROW IS ATC , I DUN WANN GO ATC , I HAVE PROBLEM PEE-ING AT NIGHT ESPECIALLY IN SCARY PLACES & I SCARED PONTIANAK COME AND EAT ME :(
**cancel , cancel , not true **

The ATC CAMP is damn short, all the pontianaks run away , if it was made longer and there was campfire , it would be more FUNN *Laughs*
Minus the stupid rumor and the AREA CLEANING. eyeer


Nearing the end of the year , I start to have this empty feeling , something I can't get over.
I tried .
My Batch 7 NCOs still hates me .
I don't blame them though.
I have myself to blame . .___.
Some of them are having their "O" levels now and I want to get this over my heart before the year ends .
Its torture to even see some of them at school , I dunno what to do or say .
I just hope they understand
- - I am sorry. - -
I really am .
If I could turn back the time , I wouldn't do those stupid things lor . Seriously
BIG IDIOT I AM. :(


I remember this conversation when I was in pumping position .

NCO : " alex , enough is enough , this is not the first time your mouth and your actions have gotten you into serious trouble , what.. just what you want us to do with you ? "

(From there I would auto give stupid comments and/or rebutt back .)

NCO : " alex , WAKE UPP!!!"


I am sorry .
I am sorry batch 7.
I am sorry for everything ./

Good luck and all the best for your exams (:
















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