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so close, yet so far
What I would do to be there with you.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Here is wad I think I shld do on my last day & post it..

Nt the countdown , the music , the dance or wadeva but :

What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes.

GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...)

Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's -
could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate.
A Message by George Carlin:
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers,
wider Freeways,
but narrower viewpoints.
We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.
We've added years to life not life to years.
We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbour.
We conquered outer space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.
We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.
We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait.
We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships.
These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom.
A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it.
A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.


AND ALWAYS REMEMBER: Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
George Carlin


Life--------------------Death
is only a blanket away


All things that live must die.
Man alone, it seems lives all his life in the denial of death.
To live, one might say, is to accept death.
Yet there is more to life than merely waiting for death.
For life to have meaning there must be a purpose.
A man has to pass something on - otherwise he will be rendered useless.
For some, that purpose revolves around marriage and children that will carry on their seeds.
For others it is an ideal - a dream.
And now I ask myself this question…
Tt what if my existence was erased right now.
What was it that I left behind?
What had I passed on?
I would hv to leave a legacy ,
and they left a legacy.
so all of us, will leave a legacy.
I 4gt tt I’m human ,
By being selfish
I 4gt I’m still living,
& this is nt the attitude I SHLD hv...
Thx every1 for ur Guidance & Concern,
Even if it was no particular help at all...
U meant gd
& I appreciate it
a lot..
This year pass really really really fast... I m really grateful 4 all the wonderful ppl I mit this year... :)
I hv tried many things which I myself cnt think of...:)
I’m contented.
If I were to pass on the nx day ,
I would hv learnt the truth at day & die in peace at nite...
Thx Divine one if u ar really there.
I’m really lucky to hv live this life...
Adventurous?
me?
nah.
I just like challenging myself,
Feeling alive
And being grateful for every single breath I take.
Otherwise it is vry unfair 4 ppl hu hv died in vain
Do nt worry about hereafter, do wad u are to do tday...
So tt ppl cn oso rmb u in this life 4 ur contribution & wad u do...
--Doing wad we are supposed to do over doing wad we wan to do makes us human—

By being conscious , we are also conscious to pain... & joy.

Bcoz mankind is driven by both positive and negative influences; it is smt okay to be simple yet complicated.

Humanism affirms our ability, and responsibility, to lead ethical lives of personal fulfillment that aspire to the greater good of humanity 4 the common gd thru self –development.

Each day of human life contains joy & anger, pain & pleasure, darkness & light, growth & decay.
Each moment is etched with nature’s grand design—do not deny or oppose the cosmic order of things.

Joyfully look 4ward to each day & accept wadeva it brings

When I have difficulty believing in the divine,
my loved ones disappearing one by one,
like animals being slaughtered away,
I looked at a flower
and
asked myself how beautiful and colourful it is.
How fragrant.
How many different kinds of flowers there are!
Is this not divine, the work of a great artist?

Greet each day with upmost joy and live your Life...
Thx 4 takin ur time to read this post…
I think the answer is clear..
Hope u live ur life meaningfully..
By posting ,
I'm not greater than you. I just want to share my thoughts with others.
Do nt take me as a philosopher but rather , a friend or a brother..

P.S. ( I decided to start my own philosophical thoughts ,do not feel good to share them here. but i really dun mind sharing with the people who are interested, like face to face.. :) )

Happy 2009 Ahead!
All the Best!
Regards,
ALexL.

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posted on 12:47 PM

Went 4 Montalban at Takashimaya ytd
Den went around S'pore streeting..
& I quit work!!!
Will go 4 Countdown tday..

Tags Replied :
Xueyi ' Hello.. hahah , thx 4 tagging & take care.. Nice hving u at my blog..
Melissa ' Okay.Okay. :)
Sheeny ' No , I min see 1st ba.. Nid every1 agree 1st..
An Old Friend ' O.O. Thx!! Wonderful friend. Saw me?
Big Big Boss ' Lao Ban? hahah.. hu gave u my url? I will cum bk nx year ba..thx
Raffy ' Hahahaha , fast rite? I know , thx 4 reminding.. But dun 4gt ur birthday.
Jeffrey ' ...

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posted on 6:32 AM

Saturday, December 27, 2008
Gotten from a facebook quiz ,
Your birthday means that you love the outdoors and camping.
Your most active time is during the afternoon, and your best colors are green and brown. You are very grounded and stable, and like having a sense of security. You are also very family oriented. You enjoy food, whether it's cooking, dining out, or just ordering a pizza. You make a very good friend, and you never let people down.

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posted on 8:10 PM

Thursday, December 25, 2008
Another died..
Y must my love ones leave me one by one?
Y?
Answer me , Divine one..
Like pigs being slaughtered...

On behalf of every1 , I wish all & ur family a blessed Christmas
YAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tday I tried salvation..
It was draining..



Tags replied :

Xue yi : lolx... How ARE YOU? :D

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posted on 4:37 PM

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Wow..

Suddenly so many ppl fren tag..
So must update &
So must reply tag 1st..
Tags replied :
Raffy ' hahaha.. I will listen to ur advice.. Thx & Merry Christmas and may 2009 be your best..
An Old Friend ' euu noe Raffy? I will. Thx xD
YuJun ' Thx 4 Tagging. :)
Stella ' Wad pics?
Ben ' thx 4 the presents..
Ken ' U dumb ar 1 person conversation?
Ben ' euu oso 1 person conversation?
Ken ' Which 1 more xl?
Vivian ' Harlows! thx 4 tagging. How 's life?
Spammer? ' HEY!!! Nice hving euu at my blog.



Ytd go work in the morning..
Den Jefferey called say gt gathering at LakeHolmz Condo..
Walk 30min Lakeside & reached..
Saw all the 6L'07.& Mdm Goh but she left early.
She okay I hope as I didnt gt the chance to tok to her..
Den ppl was like going in & out..
Take vry long to come bk in..
Made a mess and played and crap all the way till 8.30
Left Qingtao to clean up the mess.
Sry Qingtao..
We go Jurong Spring Macs..
Den Daryl , Hui Min , Nicole & Yan Ning ( all spelled correctly?)
Go GeyLang I think?
Jing Yuan say de..
Yay!!!!!
Wonderful & Fun day except 4 some Ingrates hu dunno I bought the drinks..
hahahahaahaha. Jk.
End.
P.S
Took alot of Unglam Pics , dunno if wanna post..

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posted on 9:32 AM

Monday, December 22, 2008
Tday go shop , sku & another shop..
Giv all the vouchers..
Tok-ed to Mr Shiv..
Den afternn shop the new JP.
Nicee.
All array of shops..
:)
Ltr going trainin..
Bcoz nv attend long time le
about 2 wks
Juz like Science tuition..
They are bk frm Malacca le..
Wonder how was their trip?
Hope it was nice..


Sry ppl ,
I will nt b updating until nx year ba
]: sry uh
Coz Im BUSY & these days dun hv the time to update..
But I will update asap.
]:
I promise..
[:
So , take cares ppl..

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posted on 4:16 PM

Tags replied :
An Old Friend ' Tell me hu euu ar lar.. Lolx.. I wan a gathering..

posted on 8:16 AM

Sunday, December 21, 2008

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love

Purpose hard to find

While I recall all the words you spoke to me

Can’t help but wish that I was there

Back where I’d love to be, oh yeah


Dear God the only thing I ask of you

Is to hold her when I’m not around

When I’m much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

But I left her when I found her

And now I wish I’d stayed

‘Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired

I’m missing you again, oh no

Once again


There’s nothing here for me on this barren road

There’s no one here while the city sleeps

And all the shops are closed

Can’t help but think of the times I’ve had with you

Pictures and some memories will have to help me through,

oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is

To hold her when I’m not around,

When I’m much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I’d stayed

‘Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired

I’m missing you again oh no

Once again

Some search, never finding a way

Before long, they waste away

I found you, something told me to stay

I gave in,

to selfish ways

And how I miss someone to hold

When hope begins to fade…

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love

Hope is hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is

To hold her when I’m not around,

When I’m much too far away

We all need the person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I’d stayed

‘Cause I’m lonely and I’m tired

I’m missing you again oh no

Once again

Tags replied:
An Old Friend : Wassup? huh? Wad euu mean? I dun plan on reviving it if its is dead..
I just dun wan to update 4 the sake of updating..
(:

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posted on 5:21 PM

Post-modernism scared the living day lights out of me./

Tags Replied :
dave ' okay.. seee you soon..

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posted on 8:42 AM

Saturday, December 20, 2008
Ok..
Im BUSY and Im supposed to be packing 4 tuition like rite now..
But I was just checking my mail and I uncovered one of my old friends
I DUN know hu is it really..
I bet 100% it is a really gd friend..
Plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz plz TELL me hu euu ar?
Tags Replied:
An old friend ' Thx. PLZ tell me hu euu are? Mit up soon. I LOVE YOU!! (:

Euu made my stressful life wonderful..Really.
Angela! :D: ' Thx! (: Euu ar a damn effing loyal reader.. Take cares ya?

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posted on 8:16 AM

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

I am back ppl..
Just reached home..
DID ANYONE MISS ME????
Ytd went to Genting Cinema to watch this movie..
The Day the Earth Stood Still (2008 film) is a remake of a 1951 film.
But this is the nicer version..
more contemporary issue of man's environmental damage to the planet...
& also on how his own species went through drastic evolution to survive its own climate change..
The Ailens are vry powerful..
Earth's Military lose to it..
Gt more special effects..
1 of the best movies ever..
**Thumbs up**
Must go watch..
Tmr going Bukit Merah Area...
Queensway . TO SHOP (:
Then go there train also ba..
:)
Tags replied:
tag 'cos i feel like it ' Hi! Euu are?

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posted on 12:26 AM

Saturday, December 13, 2008
Finally a time to rest and unwind..
Free from the hectic life I had..

I had lost a friend to fate
But nv will I lose the memories we shared..
Rest in peace , my dear friend
Those times we shared will always be here with me..
Deep right in my hart..
There are certain things beyond words cn describe.
I hope euu are in a btr place nw...
You"ll be dearly missed..
Having seen and felt the end,
you have willed the means to the realization of the end.

Woots~
I would be back soon..


Tags replied:
Forced to tag ' haha.. care to tell me hu u are?
Really nice to have u in my blog.

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posted on 2:14 PM

Friday, December 12, 2008
Tags Replied:
Otahboy ' ??
Otahdog ' Hi euu are?

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posted on 12:12 PM

Saturday, December 6, 2008
Anyway Just informing peeps that I will be overseas ,
not on holiday..
But to follow my relative and do business
My mum bought a house there.
Hv to go der settle some stuffs.

Will be pretty busy this few days..
Ya.
that all.
Oh ya..
Dun miss me when I am away..
:D

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posted on 7:32 PM

Thursday, December 4, 2008

Blinded by Love?

Indian food..Like Honey Star leh..

Only Group pic of the day..

2nd group pic?

Cool botak Uncle

Quite High xD

Presents!

Thumbs up

Dance of Shiv..
Each man must ride the road of his own fate...
Tday was really fun..
Smt really different..
Get the chance to run errands and post stamp..
Pro at stock checking oso..
Going overseas soon...
Ya tatz all..
Tags Replied:
Rachel ' Wait la..
I busy..

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posted on 5:52 PM

Wednesday, December 3, 2008
我一直有个习惯,
在夜晚仰望夜空每看到天上星辰 我就把世界隔开心,
像是近入了另一个时空在那里,
我可以大声哭啼把一切的无奈都逼出来喜欢看星星虽然它们显得有点遥远,
还是可以看上好久...
有时候会掉泪,
一种说不出的哀伤不知觉的,
又被惨困在某个小小人生结里又一次将心灵局限在自我的小世界里为了权力金钱,
为了不同的各人价值观争斗不休
我很累了让我哭吧....
给我一首歌的时间..
Today , Morning did slack..
Afternoon work..
Later going to study..
that all for now . BYE PEEPs!!

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posted on 6:18 PM

OMG hehehehe..
I found this at my mailbox

THIS IS FUNNY..

I knew this blonde she was so dumb that she:

-she called me to getmy phone number.

-she spent 20 minutes looking at the orange juice box because it said 'concentrate.'

-she put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to make up her mind.

-she tried to put M&M's in alphabetical order.

-she sent me a fax with a stamp on it.

-she tried to drown a fish.

-she thought a quarterback was a refund.

-she got locked in a grocery store and starved to death.

-she tripped over a cordless phone.

-she took a ruler to bed to see how long she slept.

-she asked for a price check at the Dollar Store.

-she studied for a blood test.

-she thought Meow Mix was a CD for cats.

-when she heard that 90% of all crimes occur around the home, she moved.

-when she missed the 44 bus, she took the 22 bus twice, instead.

-when she took you to the airport and saw a sign that said 'Airport Left' she turned around and went home..

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posted on 11:49 AM

Enjoy.

Wonder wad is it about..

Ultimately, man should not ask what the meaning of his life is,but rather must recognize that it is he who is asked.

In a word, each man is questioned by life; and he can only answer to life by answering for his own life;to life he can only respond by being responsible

.For every difficulty that supposedly stops a person from succeeding there are thousands who have had it a lot worse and have succeeded anyway.

So can you...

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posted on 8:36 AM

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