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Friday, June 19, 2009

COMBINED UG CAMP'09 REFLECTIONS
The post is quite long. Bear with me. ;x
Second week over , idk if there should be anything I shld be proud of or being rejoice over.>< tough times don't last tough man do.

I did change for the better during this year's UG Camp and what happened last year did not repeat.
But smt happened during the 2nd night tt really got me reflecting .
I promised Dave I would only run on the 1st night, the nite I was tekan-ed before, but I broke the deal apparently and ran somemore.
I felt kinda weird though , It wasn't as sore as last year's
'cause I kept running and running.
Firstly ,
Its not that i dun wanna get over it
but its just that I can't get over it.

I sincerely believe that everyone has his own expectation on himself
and not forgetting others around him.

& i truly believe that my own expectation of myself will definately be higher than others.

Secondly ,
I'm utterly dissapointed with the UG's attitude , the OIC was a lady and she had to scream and shout , yet they wouldn't listen.
In the end , she suffered overbreathing
I mean as a UG ,
what is this?
Is this the way to behave?

Yet , when smt happen , nobody cared and continued the campfire like nobodies business.

Back to my point
Thus , that resulted in
my expectations with ppl around me
will
directly or indirectly
increase

With all these high expectation around , its inevitable that I would be disappointed with myself.
It makes me really ponder?

Why do people choose to do this thing
but they don't put in their 100% in doing it.

The campfire prep and everything was indeed stressful for me , as our facs are always unavailable and I HAD to be given the task of leading almost throughout the camp.

I indirectly became one of the facs.

I could do btr , minus all the unneccesary name-calling ,fooling around , laughing , wasting precious and crucial time that I had " contributed "
Im sorry facs , for wasting everyone's time.

Ug camp was 80% successful.
tt how I would rate it if u were to ask me.
its not perfection.
neither was it a failure.

I believe that in every camp
there will always be setbacks.
We need to be flexible when problems occurs.
Well Done , Red Cross , I saw through all your perserverance and hard work , tt I decided to do a skip quite different frm the others , during the campfire.

too bad _____ didn't see it.
Thanks , it was fun and I really enjoyed it. =DD

Enjoy your holidays ya?
;x
alex , you can do it.
Its ATC pulau ubin next and
oh man ,
I cant wait.

I was thinking about it the whole night.

I didnt rest well last nite

k , off to bed now.

--ExLan--
what does not kill you , will only make you stronger.

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posted on 9:41 AM